With You

I won’t let you control my fate,
While I’m holding the weight of the world on my conscience,
I won’t just sit here and wait while you’re weighing your options,
You’re making a fool of me!

You didn’t dare to try and say you don’t care,
And solemnly swear not to follow me there
It isn’t like me to beg on my knees!
Please, oh baby, please,
That’s not how I do things!

No, I’m not upset,
No, I’m not angry,
I know love is love and love sometimes, it doesn’t pay me
I’m never without you; I’ll always be with you!

I won’t let you take me to the end of my road,
While you keep burning and torturing my soul!
NO, I’m not your PUPPET!
And no, NO, NO, I WON’T LET YOU GO!

Sing Until It Hurts

Sing it louder,
Make it magic.

Grow the dreams,
Fan the fire.

Ready to take the dive,
Are you willing to fly higher?

Listen to the crowd,
We might as well be strangers.

Surprised by the distance,
Betrayed by the sound.

Stand up for yourself,
Are you focused on the eternal?

Watch the world go round,
Feel my world be created.

Until it hurts,
Breathe the wind.

Paused

Happy Birthday, indeed.

Another

It's days like this you realize how alone you are.
Just a thought.

The StandStill

When you're moving forward in your life,
You don't feel it.

But when you stop and take a few moments to look behind you,
You realize how far you've come.

Band Practice Please

I saw a vid of a band covering The Adventure on youtube.
They were pretty good.


But we're better. =)





LET'S START UP THIS BAND THING AGAIN GUYS! Please!

Status

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It Hurts

Take the hit and get back up.

Rogers Is Evil

So I've been working ALL month for a new cell phone.

And I finally got my first paycheck on Saturday morning! Within an hour of receiving it, I cashed it in with my Dad and we went straight to Fairview to get the very sexy Sony Ericsson w580i. Damn, did it feel good holding the newly activated white slider phone in my hand. It could play music, take pictures...my digital swiss army knife lol.

So after customizing a bit- you know, changing the background, the theme, song settings, etc, I decide that it's finally time for me to have a cool mp3 ringtone. I knew already from Paulo and Edwin that you can't use your own mp3 songs as ringtones. Well, that wouldn't matter to me, 'cause I'm pro like that. I downloaded a DRM-embedding program and tested one of the custom ringtones...

No dice.

What the fuck! Why can't I use my own ringtones?! So I'm doing internet research about this shit and I find out that Rogers has totally crippled the phone. I'm supposedly missing out on 10+ FULL games (the three on it already are merely demos) and I can't even use my own mp3 songs as ringtones.

I don't wanna have to buy any from rogers 'cause they're kinda overpriced and I don't wanna pay for PART of a song which I probably wouldn't wanna use as my ringtone in the first place. Jesus.

It doesn't help that the Sony Ericsson software that came with the phone is being messed up. I blame windows for being broken; it's the main reason why everything on windows is messed up on my laptop.

If I can't use it on mac, it's broken on windows. Just my luck.




Fuck, I've gotta find a way around this...!